I wonder if it's considered unhealthy to live in the past sometimes. To think about how my band bedroom was like at my age, how she thought and felt at the time and compare it to me.
I know it's related to the dependent personality disorder, that by comparing myself to the past, I know how badly or well I'm doing and it makes me feel like the future is less scary than it feels.
Maybe it makes sense? I'm very sentimental/hyper sensitive. I like to respect how we lived in the past before and after I was born. I find it fascinating to see the world I missed and had no say in it etc.. It is overwhelming really.
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