So I have a fear of sleeping alone. I've really thought about it lately and it's affecting me quite badly lately too. When I moved in it was fine, but now it's back to how it was when I lived in my flat. I'm scared of going to an empty bed void of cuddles from a loved one.
This is a fear that feels almost like the end of the world, it's ridiculous considering my anxiety lately has been MUCH worse for MUCH more serious things that can't be fixed etc.
I think my problem is that I'm just at a crisis where I don't know what's right, wrong and what's going to fuck with my head further. I don't want to get close to people that I'm not close too, I need to feel safe with them first and that's difficult enough as it is already. I struggle to trust people at all.
Sigh.
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